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Memory Lake

by Colette Rivers

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1.
Fickle Soul 04:02
Fickle Soul Baby you got an itch in your pocket like a lightening bolt Quickened steps clicking heels on the sidewalk Cause it’s in your bones. Hitch a ride to the stars if you want but there’s no turning back Floating out like a leaf on the water sinking into black In a box in an office in the city and the days go by Earning dollars so you do what you want but you don’t have a life Looking out beyond the breaker and the changing tides Hoping that your heart will start racing and you’ll feel alive Baby you gotta find a way to calm that fickle soul Maybe it’s in my arms or down a rocky road Dreams fade on waking- melting like the snow Baby you gotta find a way to calm that fickle soul. Come on let’s go and play in the fire and burn it up. I’m the one with the hole in her pocket Guess I’m not so tough. Taking off as soon as the roots grow Any opportunity to go That’s me. That’s me. That’s me with the fickle soul Baby you gotta find a way to calm my fickle soul Maybe it’s in my arms or down another road Dreams fade on waking- melting like the snow Baby you gotta find a way to calm my fickle soul. -inst- Baby you gotta find a way to calm my fickle soul Maybe it’s in my arms or down another road Dreams fade on waking- melting like the snow Baby you gotta find a way to calm my fickle soul.
2.
In a temple of fire You sit and wait for the water to fall. But it never does and you sit there like a stone. And the world keeps spinning on while you’re alone. In a memory forgotten Sleep the dreams you thought you wanted. But they're resting now behind the mists of time. And they burden up the backgrounds of your mind. SO I’LL GO INTO THE WILD OUT OF THE CAGE FLOATING HIGH FEELING ALRIGHT - IT’S OK FEELING ALIVE AND IT’S HOW I WANNA STAY SO I’LL GO INTO THE WILD OUT OF THE CAGE All the words we left unspoken Folded fast and quickly broken. But you didn’t seem to care or seem to mind How it lingered in the air and down the line. It all started with a moment. Wantin', hopin' I could hold it. But you’ve passed along so long along the way And the world keeps spinning on and on each day SO I’LL GO INTO THE WILD OUT OF THE CAGE FLOATING HIGH FEELING ALRIGHT- IT’S OK FEELING ALIVE AND IT’S HOW I WANNA STAY SO I’LL GO INTO THE WILD OUT OF THE CAGE Freedom on the breeze It’s taking me from this world from this world from this world I can’t be tamed locked and contained I am not an animal an animal an animal SO I’LL GO INTO THE WILD OUT OF THE CAGE FLOATING HIGH FEELING ALRIGHT - IT’S OK FEELING ALIVE AND IT’S HOW I WANNA STAY SO I’LL GO INTO THE WILD OUT OF THE CAGE
3.
Hanging out on my lonesome- It's a common department Feeling all of your oceans falling down- and I'm Falling too. I am crisscrossed across you A silent arachnid And I lost all my conscience- somewhere back there- and I'm Into you. KAMIKAZE GIRLFRIEND SKIPPING THROUGH THE DEEP-END COLOURS OF THE SOUL BLOODY-CRAZY TRIPS THE MIND STUPIFY MY DEMONS TILL THEY'RE SMILING TOO Wearing swollen red eyelids Watching walls falling down And my life just slipped sideways, run aground- and I'm Lost in blue. Folded up like a leaf On a cold winter's morning In the still, wet pools of my mind- and I've Fallen through. KAMIKAZE GIRLFRIEND SKIPPING THROUGH THE DEEP-END COLOURS OF THE SOUL BLOODY-CRAZY TRIPS THE MIND STUPIFY MY DEMONS TILL THEY'RE SMILING TOO
4.
Hurricane 04:21
Holding on by the seat of my pants I hope that you will take a chance on me. Spinning on round like a washing machine I keep on going till I am clean & I gotta keep going & I gotta keep time But I wanna keep you on my mind & I wanna be free But I gotta take heed of the things that my heart needs & the hurricane comes & the hurricane goes & I’m walking on a dusty road. There’s a perfume breeze that delivers me I’m home again & feeling free Running round in forgotten dreams The sun is high and ripping at the seams Can’t I go round the hard way I like to hit the ground Your way is soft and easy Too many footsteps found. & I gotta keep going & I gotta keep time But I wanna keep you on my mind & I wanna be free But I gotta take heed of the things that my heart needs & the hurricane comes & the hurricane goes & I’m walking on a dusty road.
5.
Bury Me 05:42
In a corner at the end of the world Looking out across the view Face is warm I got the sun in my eyes With a hand on my coffee and the other on you- ooh Bury me alone beside the long, tall grass Where the wind can forever sing I never wanted more than I could grasp Beyond the mountains or the streams There’s a voice that whispers like the water’s endless kisses Always circling the sun There’s a song within me Like a wild endless storm Falling to the earth and then reborn- ooh Spider-strings in the leaves of the trees above me Reaching up into the blue Weightless clouds paint their shifting stories Day-dream dancing just for you.- ooh And the years go by and I am getting older And I’m walking a road that ain’t so new Who’ll surround me in the golden weather? Am I alone or am I with you? – ooh Bury me alone beside the long, tall grass Where the wind can forever sing I never wanted more than I could grasp Beyond the mountains or the streams There’s a voice that whispers like the water’s endless kisses Always circling the sun There’s a song within me Like a wild endless storm Falling to the earth and then reborn- ooh
6.
8 year-old me, curly ringlets, wearing spandex in neon pink & green On a new bike, spokey-dokies, clinking clopping, as the wheels are turning around To the market- chore money in my pocket Sing to myself and the horses in the field. Catching tadpoles in Cougar Creek then watching them grow & the dogs are wet and waiting for their stick to be thrown & I am here & I am young Eating lemonheads and soaking in the Washington sun. Up the ladder to the treehouse, in the corner of the backyard that I know My big sister, she’s in charge- she plays the mother And what she says goes Plastic flowers decorate the walls in here In our own world, surrounded by a sea of pines. So many years ago & half a world away I lingered there a while But there I couldn’t stay I can’t go down dusty roads Past is past- no turning back. Catching tadpoles in Cougar Creek then watching them grow & the dogs are wet and waiting for their stick to be thrown & I am here & I am young Eating lemonheads and soaking in the Washington sun.
7.
Well she took off into the haze, in the hopes of better days. She waved good-bye and turned the music up, then hit the road in her pick-up truck aaah Taking aim on her new life. She’s no-one’s woman, she’s no-one’s wife. Got no possessions, no more career- but, the sky’s the limit if you don’t have fear. aaah Hey babe it doesn’t really matter if it doesn’t really go your way Life’s never easy, don’t look back or you’ll go crazy- Don’t you take the blame. Just get in that pick up truck and go and meet the day And I’ll see you down the end of the road someday. Out in the black she’s not alone, with sleeping bag, the stars and moon. Getting in touch with her higher self. She knew her anger was a cry for help. aaah. Then in the morning, waking up. She drinks her coffee from a paper cup. The sun is rising and it’s sinking in. She never felt so good, she wants to spin around. Hey babe it doesn’t really matter if it doesn’t really go your way Life’s never easy, don’t look back or you’ll go crazy- Don’t you take the blame. Just get in that pick up truck and go and meet the day And I’ll see you down the end of the road someday. ah ah ah ah ah aaaaaah ah ah ah ah ah aaaaaah Hey babe it doesn’t really matter if it doesn’t really go your way Life’s never easy, don’t look back or you’ll go crazy- Don’t you take the blame. Just get in that pick up truck and go and meet the day And I’ll see you down the end of the road someday.
8.
Nobody knows Which door is open and which door’s closed And I think I might be- half-way in and half-way out Out in the distance is the one I want to be But it is so different from the life that I can see and I’M- LIVING LIFE LIKE IT IS SUNDAY MORNING SKIPPING STONES AND HANGING BY THE LAKE CAN’T WALK BACK DOWN THE SAME PATH YOU’VE STOLEN YOU WILL END UP BACK HERE JUST THE SAME. YOU WILL END UP BACK HERE JUST THE SAME. Lost in the the system Sickening working for the man But I’m holding ambition to do my music if I can I’m sinking and swimming I will go fighting tooth and nail on down to the bottom I’ll keep singing my love song LIVING LIFE LIKE IT IS SUNDAY MORNING SKIPPING STONES AND HANGING BY THE LAKE CAN’T WALK BACK DOWN THE SAME PATH YOU’VE STOLEN YOU WILL END UP BACK HERE JUST THE SAME. YOU WILL END UP BACK HERE JUST THE SAME.
9.
Quiet Places 04:58
Push the weight off me again Push the tide of wandering thoughts away Let me hold you once. Oh.... Just to know, just to know, just to know what you are. Ahh. Watch my nightmare scene-by-scene Hear my cry lingering. Let me touch you once. Oh.... Just to know, just to know, just to know what you are. Ahh. IN THESE QUIET PLACES IN THIS ROOM OF FACES I AM LOOKING, LOOKING, LOOKING LOOKING FOR YOU. I AM LOOKING, LOOKING, LOOKING LOOKING FOR YOU. YOU- YOU. IN THESE QUIET PLACES. QUIET PLACES. Your eyes melt into the windows of me and My hands are reaching- empty. Let me have you once. IN THESE QUIET PLACES IN THIS ROOM OF FACES I AM LOOKING, LOOKING, LOOKING LOOKING FOR YOU. I AM LOOKING, LOOKING, LOOKING LOOKING FOR YOU. YOU- YOU. IN THESE QUIET PLACES. QUIET PLACES.
10.
In The End 04:49
Blissfully happy we were at the starting line Ignorant of all the things pushed out of mind. Shaken by the faults that I didn’t know I had Breakin into song when I’m feeling bad Is this real life? Is this how we all feel? In the end it is all I have wanted In the end it is all I have left I am hoping for something forgotten But my heart it is needing a rest In the End. Weakening knees feel poetry sleaze through your veins Sickening senses and countless pretences you have to fein Light a little match and wallow in the catch of your breath now. Shit can hit the fan cause it never goes to plan – you are sinking down. Is this real life? Is this how we all feel? In the end it is all I have wanted In the end it is all I have left I am hoping for something forgotten But my heart it is needing a rest In the End. Always close behind, with the life-line And I will pretend, that we are fine. In the end it is all I have wanted In the end it is all I have left I am hoping for something forgotten But my heart it is needing a rest In the End.
11.
Dipshit 04:55
The weather is pushing on in There’s a fire in my heart and a chill on my skin From the place where you just touched my cheek I’m restless from loving you so deep. And nothing is going my way I stand on my cliff and watch the decay Of every hope that I had For you and me to finally be together GOTTA BOLT ON MY SAFETY BELT WE’RE MOVING SO FAST YOU’RE A DIPSHIT WHO LIVES IN THE MOMENT & THEN YOU HIT THE BREAKS WHEN YOU REALISE TOO LATE THAT WE’RE HOLDING ON TOO CLOSE TO EACH OTHER You say that it’s just in my head And you pull me so close and you take me to bed If the leaves on the window could speak They’d tell me that it is time to leave The wind whistles up to my feet I’m caught in a trap that you laid down so neat Your emotions now dry as the earth And you turn and say please don’t get hurt.
12.
Memory Lake 04:59
Ease into me. Glistening jade sea Shining through black night, dispersed memories & chalky dark, sinking pumice & sand grating teeth in relentless jaws Madness seeking drums To beat a hard rhythm Pushing blood. Pushing body. Pushing blood. Pushing body. Into blinding lemon-acid light. I can feel it in the water I can feel it in my bones & I’m going round in circles, But I know I’m going home And the echoes are haunting me In my dreams I know that my heart is free From the murky Memory Lake To the critically insane. On the bonny bonny banks Of Lake Taupo Salty warmth of faraway blue-green Here crushing scarlet-close Inside eye-lids, like leaf-lines. Melting, kneading, curling, seething in. Fold until nothing. Melting, kneading, curling, seething in. Fold until nothing. I can feel it in the water I can feel it in my bones & I’m going round in circles, But I know I’m going home And the echoes are haunting me In my dreams I know that my heart is free From the murky Memory Lake To the critically insane. On the bonny bonny banks Of Lake Taupo In the forever more- on the yellow faded rocks There is always a part of me – jumping off… Jumping off into the Memory Lake. I can feel it in the water I can feel it in my bones & I’m going round in circles, But I know I’m going home And the echoes are haunting me In my dreams I know that my heart is free From the murky Memory Lake To the critically insane. On the bonny bonny banks Of Lake Taupo
13.
Well she took off into the haze, in the hopes of better days. She waved good-bye and turned the music up, then hit the road in her pick-up truck aaah Taking aim on her new life. She’s no-one’s woman, she’s no-one’s wife. Got no possessions, no more career- but, the sky’s the limit if you don’t have fear. aaah Hey babe it doesn’t really matter if it doesn’t really go your way Life’s never easy, don’t look back or you’ll go crazy- Don’t you take the blame. Just get in that pick up truck and go and meet the day And I’ll see you down the end of the road someday. Out in the black she’s not alone, with sleeping bag, the stars and moon. Getting in touch with her higher self. She knew her anger was a cry for help. aaah. Then in the morning, waking up. She drinks her coffee from a paper cup. The sun is rising and it’s sinking in. She never felt so good, she wants to spin around. Hey babe it doesn’t really matter if it doesn’t really go your way Life’s never easy, don’t look back or you’ll go crazy- Don’t you take the blame. Just get in that pick up truck and go and meet the day And I’ll see you down the end of the road someday. ah ah ah ah ah aaaaaah ah ah ah ah ah aaaaaah Hey babe it doesn’t really matter if it doesn’t really go your way Life’s never easy, don’t look back or you’ll go crazy- Don’t you take the blame. Just get in that pick up truck and go and meet the day And I’ll see you down the end of the road someday.

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released January 15, 2021

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Colette Rivers Wellington, New Zealand

Colette Rivers is an American-born, New-Zealand raised, self-proclaimed 'Kiwi'.
This doesn’t sound like a debut album, as it is full of confidence and assuredness, as if the person at the heart of it all had been doing this for many years. 
We have folk and singer-songwriter styles being mashed together with indie and alternative rock by someone who knows exactly what she wants to achieve.
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